This jellyfish was so beautiful! Hanging out on the clear, cold water on a semi-cloudy day. It could change almost instantly from a deep pink blob to this glowing circle, this flower from the sea. A mandala made by nature, so beautiful in its soft pink perfection, its petals softly being moved by the water all around it.
There’s a part of me that wants to be able to paint that jellyfish exactly. To capture each detail, even though that is not my style and I’d never capture what my eye could see. It was so fascinating to look at and seemed to say come closer, come closer. Look at me. Let me entice you. Please enjoy my beauty.
But I remembered that the jellyfish could sting me. This perfect circle could be deadly. So I kept my distance. This was not my mandala. It didn’t belong to me. I think that I’ll paint the essence of it. I’ve felt into its perfect world and transformed just a little part of it into my own. It’s color and form are part of me now. Both the blob and the lovely under water flower. All one.